sc final notes
Jul. 13th, 2012 01:57 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
"Sollux
Don't cry, alright? You left me once before, but you came back to me in no time. I can't promise I'll come back, and even if I do I don't know if I'll be the same like what happened when Mello left. I'm just saying don't lose hope and fall into depression ok? Cause you've got a really fucking bad habit of that and I don't want to be responsible for it. Take care of those hard earned games for me, and most of all take care of Mihael. I know you two don't get along too well, but he's going to need you without me there. If I come back without my memories, you can give the other guy the games but just keep the cat and I'll be happy. My two adorable kittens need to stick together after all.
Stay with Mello and Near for a while, ok? I know you usually don't like all that mushy crap (you totally do, no matter how much you hiss and scratch and bitch you know you do) and I feel kind of more awkward writing it than saying it to you so I'll let you off with something sweet and simple.
Best day of my life was when I found you hiding in my apartment and I wouldn't change that for the world. Death City was my home, the first real one I'd ever had, and I owe that to you more than anything. You made it all worth while because whatever happened I always wanted to come home to you as soon as possible. <3"
"Mels
Sorry, if you're getting this then this time I won't just pop out of my black hole of an apartment and back into the light of the living daywalkers. I figure now's a good time as any to come clean. I didn't say shit before because part of me didn't want to screw up whatever's been trying to happen between you and Near and the other part didn't even fully understand it. You know how much you mean to me, I don't need to write it here. I will say that there was a lot of the time I was jealous of Near, but I got over it quickly enough because I knew how stupid and ridiculous I was being. Maybe we'll get to chat more about how much of a dumbass I am if I somehow manage to return to Death City with my sweet and horrible memories of it safely intact.
But you know I can be spiteful at times, I learned from the best after all. There's a sliver of a fraction that almost wishes that if I do come back, it's not me. It's another me, one that only remembers dying. Because then you could finally understand how I felt with you. But I wouldn't wish that on you, not seriously. God I hope that doesn't happen, Death City was the only real home I've ever known.
I know I don't have to ask, but I will anyways. Take care of Sollux for me, he's going to need you."
"Near
Attached to this letter, I'm sure you've noticed by now, is a deck of playing cards. Consider it my last gift to you. There's no shame in making a castle or city or whatever the hell you feel like at the time using cards with mildly (yeah, not mild at all. you'll see) inappropriate images on them.
On a more serious note though, you were a lot better to get along with than I thought before. Even if I was jealous of you at times, I still liked hanging out with you. Take care of Sollux and Mello for me, we both know they're not the most rational of minds when they get upset. Someone's gotta keep them from being too hard on themselves."
Don't cry, alright? You left me once before, but you came back to me in no time. I can't promise I'll come back, and even if I do I don't know if I'll be the same like what happened when Mello left. I'm just saying don't lose hope and fall into depression ok? Cause you've got a really fucking bad habit of that and I don't want to be responsible for it. Take care of those hard earned games for me, and most of all take care of Mihael. I know you two don't get along too well, but he's going to need you without me there. If I come back without my memories, you can give the other guy the games but just keep the cat and I'll be happy. My two adorable kittens need to stick together after all.
Stay with Mello and Near for a while, ok? I know you usually don't like all that mushy crap (you totally do, no matter how much you hiss and scratch and bitch you know you do) and I feel kind of more awkward writing it than saying it to you so I'll let you off with something sweet and simple.
Best day of my life was when I found you hiding in my apartment and I wouldn't change that for the world. Death City was my home, the first real one I'd ever had, and I owe that to you more than anything. You made it all worth while because whatever happened I always wanted to come home to you as soon as possible. <3"
"Mels
Sorry, if you're getting this then this time I won't just pop out of my black hole of an apartment and back into the light of the living daywalkers. I figure now's a good time as any to come clean. I didn't say shit before because part of me didn't want to screw up whatever's been trying to happen between you and Near and the other part didn't even fully understand it. You know how much you mean to me, I don't need to write it here. I will say that there was a lot of the time I was jealous of Near, but I got over it quickly enough because I knew how stupid and ridiculous I was being. Maybe we'll get to chat more about how much of a dumbass I am if I somehow manage to return to Death City with my sweet and horrible memories of it safely intact.
But you know I can be spiteful at times, I learned from the best after all. There's a sliver of a fraction that almost wishes that if I do come back, it's not me. It's another me, one that only remembers dying. Because then you could finally understand how I felt with you. But I wouldn't wish that on you, not seriously. God I hope that doesn't happen, Death City was the only real home I've ever known.
I know I don't have to ask, but I will anyways. Take care of Sollux for me, he's going to need you."
"Near
Attached to this letter, I'm sure you've noticed by now, is a deck of playing cards. Consider it my last gift to you. There's no shame in making a castle or city or whatever the hell you feel like at the time using cards with mildly (yeah, not mild at all. you'll see) inappropriate images on them.
On a more serious note though, you were a lot better to get along with than I thought before. Even if I was jealous of you at times, I still liked hanging out with you. Take care of Sollux and Mello for me, we both know they're not the most rational of minds when they get upset. Someone's gotta keep them from being too hard on themselves."